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LOL payment.. in full

So… Sunday has arrived.  After work I swung by home to collect my swats.  All in total… Ben gave 40… counting a last minute one that came in after the deadline.  I didn’t think it was fair… but hey… it was still fun.  I’d like to thank everyone that stopped by and a special thank you for the ones who left comments.

I received 5 swats for each of the following commenters…


Melody aka Rd


Todd and Suzy at A.S.S



and last but not least… Mike

When I got home.. Ben picked out four different implements (the crop, cane, and two different spatulas that take my breath away).  The first set of twenty he gave in five swat increments… mixed with a vigorous fucking.  It was nice to have the pain broken up with a lot of pleasure.  The last twenty went two sets of ten.

It was fun… and I ended up with a very warm ass.  So a big, big thank you for the happy little high I got from forty very hard spankings.  As promised… below is proof of payment.  🙂  Thanks again to those of you who delurked and said hello!


where did THAT come from?

I follow many blogs.. as well as many photo blogs on tumbler.  I find a great deal of many hot pictures that I forward Ben’s way.  He brags to the guys at work about how his wife sends him porn… every day.   I love finding things that speak to me… and that I know will speak to him.  One day a couple weeks ago I was going through said blogs… and stumbled across a picture that for the life of me, I cannot find again.  So I’ll try my best to describe the picture I found.

In the image there was a guy in a suit smoking a cigarette… which his woman kneeling at his side… arms extended holding an ash tray.  I stopped and stared at this image for several minutes.  I could feel a familiar twinge in my groin… and I was shocked by this.  I am not a smoker… and I am not a fan of smoking.  When I met Ben, he smoked.. and quit for me.  All on his own.. simply because he knew how much I hated it.  He occasionally has cigar at poker parties we have or in Vegas.  He always brushes his teeth when he is done so I don’t have to deal with what is left on his breath.  It’s a nice give and take for both of us I think.

So why was this image calling to me?  I saved it and sent it to Ben telling him about how it had oddly turned me on… and that I wanted to do this.  It wasn’t about the smoking… it was about serving him in any and every way possible.  It was about the power of him smoking when he wants… in front of me…. and me waiting on him to catch the ashes he would discard.

When he wrote back he said it would indeed be hot but wouldn’t want the house to smell like that.  Some how we ran with the idea… about being in the garage… him smoking a cigar… me sucking his cock while he did so.  It made me tingle all over… even if I was still shocked by it.  It all played out in my head and a longing for it grew.  So much of me wants to serve him in so many ways… from mundane to unorthodox.   Trying new things… serving him in those ways, titillates me.

I think it speaks volumes about my submission to him.. and how deep it has gone.  Will this little fantasy ever come to bear fruit?   And if it did, would it be as hot as I imagine it?  I have no idea.  Either way.. it is fun to think about… and still makes me wet between my thighs.

30 Days of Kink- Day 12

Day 12: Tell us about a humorous BDSM/kink experience you’ve had. If you haven’t had one, talk about aspects of kink/BDSM you find funny.

When we got the njoy plug almost two years ago… we played with it quite a bit.  At the time, there was no everyday wear rule.  It was more for play time than anything.  There was one night we were playing… and Ben was fucking my ass with it.  I was lost in the waves of pleasure it brought, oblivious to what was about to happen.

He pulled on it till it almost popped out then pushed it back in… when my ass ate it.  The muscle was working overtime… and got overzealous…. and sucked it into the anal cavity.  I stopped immediately.. just as he did.  Sheer terror washed over me.  I could envision going to the hospital with this stainless steel toy in my ass and having to bend over so a doctor (probably male) fish it out of me.  I was scared.. to say the least.

I remember what I said.. but I remember panicking… and Ben telling me to calm down.  I frantically told him to get it out after that.  He once again told me to calm down in a more stern way.  I took a deep breath and laid still.  He slid his fingers inside of my ass… and tried several times to get a good hold on it.  The lube that makes anal so much easier was in fact working against us in this endeavor.

He wasn’t giving up, though.  He kept at it, finally retrieving it from inside of me much to my relief.  We, of course, laughed hard about it once everything was okay again.  We picked up where we left off… minus one toy in the mix.  All I know is… I am so glad he got it out.  I don’t ever want to explain that to a doctor!

30 Days of Kink- Day 8

Day 8: Post a kinky image you find erotic.

Kinky is in the eye of the beholder, is it not?  There is nothing exceptionally kinky about this picture.. but it speaks to me.  The look on her face speaks volumes…. she is in pure ecstasy… a handful of her hair in his fist.  To me… that is domination and submission in a raw form.  There may not be whips and chains involved, but I think this is kinky in it’s own right.  It makes my squirm… and that’s all I need.