Watching porn the other night… I had a funny moment.  Ben had been sorting through porn online and came across something he deemed promising. There was a man… a woman.. and this chick with a collar and two cuffs attached to the collar.  I liked the collar. 🙂

Anyways.. so we’re watching.. and I’m pointing out things… mostly stuff that was making laugh. The chick with the collar on started cumming with his fingers deep inside of her pussy.   In my head… I’m like “woah.. wait… why is she cumming without permission?”. Then it occurred to me that not everyone works like that.  Funny how a couple of months ago when he instigated the no cumming without permission rule I was so concerned… now look at me.

In that moment.. I felt pretty owned… that his rules are set in my mind enough that other people’s interactions seem out of place to me. I think that’s a good thing… and he certainly does.  Moments like that seem really special to me for some reason.

My goodness, I love being owned by that man.

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